Day 2

Today was a tough one. I am just trying to make it through the day. We were there until about 10 minutes ago... like, 12 hours. I didn't do as well as I would have liked in the classes that we had today. And, I'm scared. Terrified really. I'm terrified that I am going to disappoint myself and not be able to do this. And, I really don't want to disappoint my parents or friends. That would be the worst thing I could do. I have so many of you cheering me on, and I don't want to let you down either. We haven't even gotten to the initial physical testing yet.... that's tomorrow morning.

One thing I must say before I sign off (I'm going to bed now), they'll have to kick me out. I won't voluntarily quit. If I don't make it, it's not because I gave up.

Thank you all for all of your support and good wishes upto this point. I hope I don't disappoint any of you!