Day 3
Well, today didn't go any better than yesterday, but I am feeling better about it than I was. A GIANT thank you to Peanut for yakking with me and listening to me vent. It really helped. My parents called last night and I talked to them for almost an hour. That helped too. I didn't do as well as I would have hoped today, but I did better than I expected in some areas, and about what I expected in others.... I just hoped for a miracle (that I didn't get). I'm sure yesterdays blog isn't going to be the last downer that I write, but hopefully, I'll bounce back like I did this time.
We are down 2 more recruits (1 didn't show up on day 1). They decided last night that they were done. They say that at least 8 of us probably won't make it (class stats). I guess their leaving increases my odds.... but that still leaves 5 of us that, by odds, won't be here at the end. But, as I said yesterday, they'll have to kick my ass out, 'cause I won't leave voluntarily.
posted by Jillian Beane @ 7:01 PM
3 Comments:
You will always bounce back, sometimes will be harder than others, though. But you've gotten over the hump of bad thoughts over the last year and a half, so i have no doubt that you can overcome them again!
You're going to make it. Don't ever doubt it.
Thanks you guys! That really means a lot that you have so much faith in me. Again, today wasn't as good as I hoped, but it was about as good as I thought it was gonna be. I'm sure I'm gonna have lots of down days, but the last 2 have been pretty good. Every good thought helps!
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